River, Stay Away From MeI am sorry OceanI am sorryI know I lieDeeper than youStanding near the edgeMy mistakes are a bit too manyMy wounds a little too seriousMy passions deadOcean I am sorryThat River has ruined me soRiver,River why do you consume me still?Rushing and making noise, forever onwardBut I stay trapped beneath your currentRiver, will you let me go?Can I let myself go?Can I go home?... I guess not ...I want to return to OceanBut you flow in the wrong directionPushing me towards your backwards waterfallI want to leaveBut,Instead I will be disembowledAnd my entrails stretchedFrom River to Ocean
To Be Rid of HerPurge her silosMelt her brainAnd grow, grow her out
She Stares At Me, And TwitchesFeistiness and Lethality Poured into a Bowl Taken from MeSilver quarters and brown Spoons All my Treasures And from where I SitI approach the girl in her Sweater She's thinner than II lean in towards Her And tell Her"My brown quarters and silver Spoons Were stolen from meAnd poured into a Bowl With feistiness and Lethality"She stares at Me
To My Lover +ErrDo I take the inconceivable sensation of you And stretch it out too thin?Do I suck dry at your infinitesimal being Attempting to elaborate on a dot?How am I to actually love you (or the idea of you) If you don't even comprehend your existence?How are we to intermingle and conjoin eternally When my cognition writhes under intangible supposition? Oh, my only lover Does my inflexible stance of anguish Drive you from my fragile arms? How am I to escape this aggravating spiral
The Infinite WeightWhen one cannot express any wordsAnd nothing can aptly be spokenThe smell of suffocation begins to surface On the shoulders of young artists The smallest weight is placed To test their perserverance and focus But within a few years Their abilities will be compounded On the shoulders of attractive artists Lies the sadistic ethereal weight Where success is at the tip of fingers And open galleries so, so near Nothing could ever seem too small On the shoulders of struggling artists Rests the infinite weight Dragging them down into a useless bog Where all that will await them Is weakness, apathy, and rejectionWhen one cannot express any wordsAnd nothing can aptly be spokenThe smell of failure is undeniably near
Stage FreightOne step step towards towards them them that that see see me meme
apartment windowsparking lots lit with cigar orange lampsshrubbery imitating the ocean's waves; I can watch the world burn away from my apartment window, dusty on the inside, grimy on the outside -it reminds me that we all need a certain kind of homewhere the wind howls through the door jam and the garage creaks when we open it and even the lightest footstep echoes in the halls -we need a certain kind of place to call homeso we can realize that there are certain people to call home as well.
ColorsMy person was Blue, it's true unlike youYou were the pilot of the Violet, only Red when you riotOur feelings serene, twas a Green movie sceneUntil the mellow fellow drowned in Skeptic's YellowBrazen was the heart, Crimson from the startThe narcissist of the dark embedded his Onyx markFrom Aquamarine the Garnet bleeds and Raspberry Rose has lost her seedsEmotions Azure, radiant and pure, Silver for tears and Golden lureLackluster the colors-the intentions of yourThe truths behind a Grey prison doorBlack is hell, White is heaven, cliches are dyed upon the sins of sevenJust the reward Clear the goal...Bronze sanity for a Platinum soul
magnoelectrumbegging my fingertips to shudder proudand toes to dig in. don't you dare relent.i have been asking to be testedand your half-startsand absent effortare not enoughthis time.darling, my spine is bowed,aimed, and eager. let fly thiscedar with haste holy. extolthe bony curve with sharp, perfectcurve of goals reaped. yourhesitant altitude will meetmy hyperanimate speedand follow,or at worst, shatter.i am a spectrum, awaited magnetically--resonating scents of fresh steeland you ask me to stay a phoenix,quivering with the radianceof precursor suns.you assign me a corner of the universe to set on fireand i weave tales of mistaking skies for schoolyards,breaking tiles for poor shards just to piecesubtle plans and dried palmstogether.you can hold me, lover;i promise to bend you right.
Bozhe's Wrath (Superweapon Form)Super Weapon entry and description form:Name: Bozhe’s WrathPhysical Description: This Super Dreadnought actually functions as a massive carrier. It has 5 bays, each one essentially being a hexagonal prism.What exactly does it do:Each of the 5 massive bays holds 1 million drone-piloted suicide fighters, each of these fighters has a nuclear payload, yielding to about 1 gigaton. These manually detonated weapons are deployed in a loose swarm, which is able to be split apart at any time.These drones are piloted from a discreet building on MolotokPhysical Capabilities:The ship is equipped with standard kalaedan shielding and hull, along with a few extra hybrid cannons for defense. Generally the ship, when being deployed, is protected by an entourage of kalaedan ships.Weaknesses:Once the weapon is fired, the superweapons is useless, as all of the drones need to be replaced, meaning that the kalaedans will have to rebuild them, taking a
Set Your Teeth Into The StarsDo you know who you are?You are a story.You are a myth.You are flesh and clay and half-woven threadslying in your hands andwrithing to be some art piece to form into.You are living and unstableand there is little in this worldthat is more beautifulthan the unlit roman candles of your eyes.I can see a bright visceral terriblenessliving in the shadows of your insides,clawing at you from your pastand I see you clawing right back.Glorious.Set your teeth into the stars.Stand before the godheads, unashamed and unafraid.You are a storySo rich and preternatural that if set in inkyou would startle with every page.Do not fear the quiet, the gentle unknown.In death, you would resound.Your atoms drifting apartand pouring into the hidden veinsand capillaries of dark matter,repairing this sundered universe.
[N avecce paura]N'avecce paura der grigio che 'ndossoM'hanno bevuto ma so' ancora vivoEr còre me scoppia e n'è 'n paradossoSe 'a notte te vojo e 'r giorno te scrivoN'avecce paura se so' 'na bestiacciaSe pure dar gabbio arzo er vocioneSe solo potessi guardamme mo 'n facciaVedresti che vivo de fòco e passioneN'avecce paura de ciò che ho passatoN'avecce paura de quello che ho fattoSì, ho sbajato... ma n'ho mai ammazzatoSo' stato istintivo, cercavo riscattoN'avecce paura de quanto me mancaN'avecce paura de quanno esco fòriQuesta è 'n'attesa che logora e stancaMa presto veranno giorni miglioriN'avecce paura dei giorni trascorsiLontana dar petto e dall'occhi miaIn tutto 'sto tempo ho sciorto i rimorsiE ho messo da parte la nostargiaN'avecce paura, adesso ho capito:“Strignilo forte chi te sta accanto!”Dar tempo che vola so' stato avvertito:“Ricorda, la vita... è una soltanto!”
Vector Cannon (Justicar Superweapon Sheet)Super Weapon entry and description form:Name: Vector CannonPhysical Description: This retractable cannon, which is about 12,000 m long when fully erect, is housed on each of the 25 dreadnoughts.What exactly does it do: Uses an FTL mass driver to fire a large solid projectile round. This round houses a supercomputer, capable of creating a mathematical transformation. This redirects any matter within close proximity to it. The supercomputer is on a delayed activation, automatically activating around 5 seconds after being fired.Physical Capabilities:The only physical ability it has is to be able to retract when not in use. This takes around 30 secondsWeaknesses:The rounds are ridiculously expensive, and take a very long time to reload. Also, the firing mechanism can be stopped via interdiction.How many Slots do YOU think it takes up?:1
No ShameI will not be,Ashamed of who I am,What I have become.I am me,In all the ways I can be,Do not tell me,I am not who you,Wanted me to be.I will not shy away,Physical affection,It has always been mine,Small touches,Here or there.Whether I run a hand alongside,Your back as I walk past,Or if I briefly brush my fingers across,I will not be ashamed.I will kiss you where I kiss you,Love you where I love you,I am me,Accept me as I am.For you love me,Bratty and catty as I am,Possession is mine.
Eddward's Poem 5: Begnning of the end"Kevin, do you love me?" "w..What?".. .. .. "Kevin I.. want to share something with you that is hard for me to say.. Do you.. Do you like anyone?""..Nazz..She asked me if I loved her... I just froze and felt my heart hammer in my chest..I was like dizzy and felt like I was gonna pass out ... I totally ran off. You've gotta help me""...but.. I can't ""Please, Double D!" "Me.. What can I do?""You're smart, you'll think of something, you gotta help me man. I need you"Oh Kevin.. My heart has been shattered, cast aside by youYou ask for me to help youYou say you need meBut can't you see that I have feelings for you?Are you blind?Are you blind?A fool was I to think that a chance to share my love with you,but you love anotherYou love NazzIs there no place for me? Oh Kevin, the burden you place on my shoulders is unfairWhy?Why me?Why not me does your heart long for?"Of course" I saidA curse I had bestowedUpon myself, to help you gain he
I DAMAGE II HATE WHEN YOU SWEARI BREAK WHEN YOU CRYI PLEAD WHEN I PANICI CONFESS WHEN I DIE